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me and may 11. 2015 (finally)

• 2015/05/11 • 11 Comments

Posted in may15
Tags: anxiety, apologies, bipolar disorder, crying, depression, dreams, eating disorders, electroshock therapy, guilt, happiness, hating self, insomnia, medications, mental illness, nightmares, self hating, sleep, therapy

me and january 23. 2015 – ECT (test three)

• 2015/01/23 • 2 Comments

Posted in january15
Tags: anxiety, bipolar disorder, depression, electroshock therapy, mental illness, self hating, therapy

me and january 22. 2015 – ECT (test two – the next day)

• 2015/01/22 • 7 Comments

Posted in january15
Tags: bipolar disorder, depression, dreams, electroshock therapy, isolation, medications, mental illness, nightmares, psychiatrist, self hating