me and january 09. 2014 (continued)
christ, if you guys wanted something clean and not scandalous than you seriously should be reading winnie the pooh because that is the most family-friendly stuff i can find.
unless you like the waltons or full house. two of my favorite shows ever.
if you guys cannot handle this. cannot handle me. then please just stop reading.
if you are going to make me feel guilty or shitty for what i am writing than please stop reading.
but…
if you really REALLY want to know how bipolar disorder, BPD, etc, affects a person, then keep reading.
this is goddamn it.
i have no curtain for you guys tonight.
tonight i am swimming in a spot where only the most horrible fish can find me and dig me out.
grab my hand you all…
now it might get exciting…
alltheavenueslookugly 
I feel like I understand.
i believe that you do.