me and january 13
it’s horrible to feel so alone.
it’s horrible to know that a big part of why i feel this way is because of me and things that i cannot change.
just really lonely right now and it hurts me that i am somehow driving them away right now.
this is not a short ‘poor me’ post.
i just needed to say this.
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Keep reaching out for help wherever you can Sean. You don’t deserve to suffer, let alone suffer alone.
Thinking of you x
i will always keep trying.
i promise.
*hugs*
i know how you feel man, i know it all to well.
it’s just a shit thing to feel like you cannot connect with people, and when you feel like you do, they just disappear from your life for whatever reason.
i’m sorry you know this feeling, man. it’s yet another aspect of the disease that i would never wish on another person.
I know man i know, on top of that, i have a bad tendency to take and massively screw up situations, at least i think. And as much as i can be good a directing other at damage control, i am horrible at doing it for myself.
I know, i don’t want it, would not want to see outers with it.
Sorry bud. Hope you feel better for saying it. 🙂
thanks, buddy. 🙂
Thinking of you Sean, keep reaching and hang on to hope. x
still hanging in there.
i appreciate it so much. 🙂
Hey, just popping in to say “hey”. For what it’s worth, you’re in my thoughts. I hope somewhere today you’re able to smile.