me and december 06
yeah, so that ‘awesome’ i mentioned yesterday?
i found a way to fuck it all up.
i haven’t left my bed all day. i am so upset with myself.
i have cried and berated myself for such a stupid decision.
the details aren’t important. just know that i am not surprised that i ruined it.
ugh.
~ by alltheavenueslookugly on 2012/12/06.
Posted in december02
Tags: bipolar disorder, crying, depression, guilt, hating self
alltheavenueslookugly 
Feel good Sean and try not to be so hard on yourself. I know thats easier said than done. But we all screw up, trust me… It’s all a learning and healing process that we will eventually get through x
thank you, QB. 🙂
i am feeling a bit better today as i realize I might have overreacted a little and made things worse for me than they really were. i do that sometimes.
i hope you are having an okay day and congrats to you again on your nomination. you more than deserve it.
take care.
Ohh. I don’t even know you and I can feel the disappointment in that post. I happened by through QB’s blog. Thought I’d let you know I was here. I’m sorry things didn’t work out for you. I do a good amount of messing up most things too.
hey there, thank you so much. i really appreciate you reading and for the nice words regarding my tattoos. my artist is really a phenomenal guy.
it’s always nice to meet new bloggers on here and i can’t wait to check out yours. 🙂
take care.
I’ve learned (finally) that beating myself up doesn’t help. Cut yourself some slack and, please, take care of yourself.
yes, as much as i try not to there is still that part of me that loves to attack myself for things and not allow me to calm down, think through it, and react to myself in a healthier way.
things are looking much better in that area this morning. 🙂