alltheavenueslookugly

hopefully start serious on the book again tomorrow.

there are notes, ideas, scribbles, etc. all around me and ready to be recorded.

scene 01 – man sits in shitty motel writing big long letter to someone he hasn’t seen in a million years. (not really a million. exaggerating)

scene 02 – man spills wine all over his diary. accidental. looks like blood. finds it appropriate.

scene 03 – has minor freakout by himself watching documentary on the life of the koala bear.

scene 04 – self-harms and then masturbates to a scratchy miles davis record. (altho this might be too artsy/hipster/bullshit.)

scene 05 – realizes masturbation is too trendy and vows to stop doing it.

scene 06 – can’t shake depression. will never shake depression.

scene 07 – realizes this isn’t a book at all.

gets hit by a bus when crossing the street and is able to hear somebody scream before he loses consciousness. wakes up three years later and asks for a cigarette.

i’m not entirely sure about this.

no, but really will continue the book notes tomorrow. want so bad to finish this thing.

thank you all again for your help with me. 🙂

~ by alltheavenueslookugly on 2012/03/13.

Posted in march