me and november 07

i was finally able to get back to my doctor, and i am back on my medications. i am restarting on Fanapt as some sort of a mood stabilizer as well as the others i have been taking for a while.

it’s not been a week yet, so we’ll see.

i’ve been hurting so much lately. mind, body, etc.

i wish it would just calm down for a little bit. i need that. it’s a 24 hour issue, and it is just getting too difficult.

i’ll have to call my doctor next week.

i’m beginning to seriously consider ECT. it might be worth it. i have no clue. i’m getting desperate.

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~ by alltheavenueslookugly on 2011/11/07.

4 Responses to “me and november 07”

  1. Best of luck with the medications. It sounds like you could do with some help. I hope that they are medications that you know work for you.

    Ah, ECT. The head psychiatrist at the hospital said that this is an option for me due to me trying so many medications for the anxiety and depression but nothing working. But now it looks like I’m on the right track and I could have possibly found the write combo for me. We’ll see.

    Take care.

    The Quiet Borderline
    http://quietbpd.wordpress.com/

    • I understand. I have been on more medications than I could even count, and they do little more than put a tiny band-aid on the problem. I’m glad you might have found your combo!

      • Thanks – I hope it’s right too. I’m not on top of the world and still have anxiety a bit and some other stuff, but if I can continue on like this, then I’ll be happy enough.

        I’ll never understand how I’ve hears from quite a few people that they were put on Prozac for example, and 2 weeks later, they feel on top of the world. How is that? Medications can do that for some people but not others?

        Unfair!

        The Quiet Borderline
        http://quietbpd.wordpress.com/

  2. Oh, I envy those who can be helped so quickly and without too much effort. They are certainly lucky.
    And I am certainly not one of them. 🙂

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